NEXT MONTH I HAVE TO GET SURGERY DONE ON MY NECK SO I CAN REMOVE MY BIRTH MARK AND IM SCARED BUT THE THING IS, IF I DONT BY THE TIME IM 20 ITLL BE EXTREMELY CANCEROUS AND I REALLY DONT FEEL LIKE HAVING MY NECK OPENED UP SO WHAT DO I DO because im a looser and im scared of a fly.
I can see were you're coming from, being scared of an operation on your neck. Now, there's nothing that, I believe, is going to be scary... You won't be awake when they operate and you will probably be knocked out for 30+ minutes after they operate so you won't really notice anything. Just think of it this way, if you don't have the operation now, then think of the consequences when you are 20.
If I were you I'll kill just to do that surgery if I knew it was cancerous. Ain't got no time for Death during 20s. Good luck with the surgery. I got one when I was 10. Apparently I broke my wrist.